What happened to happiness?

You'll wonder where the yellow went when use pepsodent.

There was nice long story posted here but when I posted it  something happened and it never made it here.  May try again some other time.

Going back in time.  Reliving the memories.  The sense of happiness that there was both in the memories and at the time when I was spending so much time focused on those memories.  Going back to the time before we met.

Living more of my life with her than without.  Getting to a point where that isn't true anymore.

On being together, the "we-ness", compared to my current state of non-we-ness.