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Sexy Magick
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Friday, May 30, 2003
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I must have jinxed the weather saying that summer was finally here...now we're back to winter-like weather..I was wearing a heavy coat again last night..where did the sun go??
9:56:36 AM 
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Wednesday, May 28, 2003
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Last thing for the night..then I have to work a little and go to bed..
Smile Divine's site is looking hot and the guys are looking good too..hopefully they'll have some gigs coming up soon..and you can now email the guys directly..hmmm
11:13:26 PM
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Well, now I know I'm overworked and stressed out/burned out..I'm really thinking that a vacation will be the trick to get me back and relaxed..my boss made a comment once - that I seem a little off my game..I honestly think he is right, I used to remember everything and lately I can't remember what, when, why, where or how..a week away, no emails, no phone calls from work should get me back "on my game"
Last month, I totally forgot to close the books and do the commissions, totally spaced on that part of my job..now I know that having three different job titles/responsibilites would make anyone a little spacey..but totally forgetting to close the books..my co-worker reminded me and its not even her job..I need a vacation :)....soon, only 2 weeks away.
10:32:07 PM
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Tuesday, May 27, 2003
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I guess summer has arrived in the Bay Area. Power outages today in the east bay because of the heat and everyone running their air conditioners but no one can figure out why the power keeps going out..usual. I have no air conditioner..just one lone fan and its going to be hot tonight...9pm and still hot. It's been hot in the city and everyone that I work with who lives in the city..thinks its incredibly hot and has the air conditioner running full blast which in itself isn't that bad but the main vent is over me and is pouring cold freezing air on me..I don't like cold air, I get cranky when its cold and sleepy - my body shuts down and I can't think and technically 70-80 degrees isn't that hot and really there is no need for air conditioning unless you live in the city and think "oh my god..its so so hot"..its probably about 90 here at home now. I love the heat...now I'm rethinking my whole moving out of state thing...I love the heat, maybe I should move to the desert...hmmm...I'm going to visit my grandmother later this summer..I'll check out the desert then...
8:53:33 PM
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Monday, May 26, 2003
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New quizzes...what kind of person are you? and what Matrix Persona are you?
Now I must go pay the bills...but one thought that I had while digging in the backyard - too much drama this weekend to last me a lifetime, no more actors - all references to those drama pirates..have been erased from this blog and too think I thought we could be friends..am I losing my mind?
8:18:17 PM
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...now off to building my deck..who knows maybe I'll stay here for a little while longer..the rent is cheap and just so that everyone who thinks I'm making life alternating decisions based on some guy..in the last 15 years or so, I have looked at living in different states and finding a new job anywhere but in California..guess what, I'm still here..and have never moved much further than where I grew up or went to high school...although its exciting to seek and explore new places..I've never left California..and who knows, I may never leave....now off to building my deck, digging the 9ft x 9ft x1ft hole and laying down the pallets...hmmm...fun..but at least its gorgeous outside today and I might get a tan :)
12:49:11 PM
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The Thorn run signifies effective defense of ourselves and others. You can and will ward away any threatening influence. Action against you are doomed to defeat.
Also indicates that there is an important decision to be made by the querent, one which affects the way in which his or her life will be carried forward. Providing you look at all avenues and choose wisely, the path will be blessed
Also indicates that there might be forces resisting you in a negative way, but they will become overcome and squashed. Opposition to your activities is powerless and a breakthrough is possible.
In a minor light, Thorn represents small, irritating problems brought to you by others. You don't have to deal with them if you don't want too, but you may have to be vocal to ward them away.
Move away from negative energies. Thorn is associated with protection and luck, your day may be filled with positive events..
my comments....small irritating problems from date #4 and roommate. I had to be vocal to defend myself, especially since they are posting negative comments on my posts. If I could have forseen all the underlying crap with him, I never would have started any conversation with him or his roommate or got involved in any way, shape or form. What he doesn't seem to understand, is that everything isn't about him..I actually have a date on Thursday.
I am Wise Women hear me roar, no one has the power over me to cause me harm, pain or hurt, opposition to me doesn't do any good, I am stubborn and will do what I want when I want. I am not a stalker, never have been and never will be..if someone wants to twist and take things out of context that's in their head not mine. Date Four is history and gone into the winds of his negativity...
12:02:34 PM
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Sunday, May 25, 2003
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I tried to fix mysubscriptions again and now have lost the ability to see mysubscriptions. I know they are there..but can't see them in mysubscriptions.opml..I give up for the night. I've posted several questions on the discuss board - no answers from anyone not even anyone from Radio. Either they don't know or are on vacation??? or something..help would be nice..
6:49:21 PM
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Saturday, May 24, 2003
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I think really good in the shower for some reason - solve problems, re-hash thoughts, etc.. and I know that I'm not the only one that does this. A co-worker of mine was telling me about how he figured out a problem while he was in the shower and was calling himself "stupid" and his wife thought he was crazy. Anyways, the reason I bring this up...I was trying to figure out why a poem would bring someone to the conclusion that I was trying to pressure them.
Here's the poem:
a kiss upon the secret winds of Isis Wynn...the sexy magick waves of mystery
only a fool would give up the chance to seek the truth, explore the wonders of a world unknown, a coast a world away yet so close and the chance to know someone face to face
a kiss in the night, a story untold yet waiting to be discovered, a history of past lives all waiting for the writer to see, discover and feel the passion
Now I was talking about the history of poets and places such as Walden Pond, Emerson, Whitman, Blake and the writer in me discovering their passion, their feel for the places they lived, its a story untold waiting for me to discover their past lives, a kiss in the night. I was also talking about meeting a friend if that was still an option but the past lives only had to do with the writers themselves.
However I guess if you want to read more into it and think its about you and only you..be my guest, but that wasn't the intention of the poem.
Thoughts?
1:20:23 PM
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My search parameters for dating has changed signficantly in the last 24 hours
1. No more dating guys under 31 - it never seems to work out.... revision, no more dating guys that have the maturity level of a child. It doesn't matter if you are 27 or 40, if you have the emotional or maturity level of a child, won't work..
2. No more dating guys who are guitarists, bassists or writers...drummers are the way to go (pete will be happy) - revision..writers are more in their heads, I guess in general - I need someone that can separate the reality from the fiction in their heads..lead guitarists - they are just a different breed...although feel free to prove me wrong :)
3. No more dating guys that have emotional issues..or can't handle strong women. Must also be willing to experiment with various things and ideas..
4. Taller than me would be nice but not neccessarily a major factor in my search for someone to talk to, hang out and watch a movie with or be creative with.
5. Must be able to follow the scattered thought pattern and scattered conversation pattern
I'm tired in general of looking...it will happen eventually probably in the most unexpected places and times..
I've meet some interesting people along the way, some of whom I will love for the rest of my life("j"), some who I will probably have only friendships with(no romantic feelings) and some who I will never see again(roger) or get to know ("t")
10:38:32 AM
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Thursday, May 22, 2003
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now on to happier thoughts....
What would you do if you no commitments, no responsiblites? Think BIG. Then ask yourself what is really stopping you from doing it?
#1 - I would send my boss a message via a messenger with a video camera attached that said "I QUIT"
#2 - Move & Buy a house
#3 - hmmm..I have to think about what else I'd do...#1 would make me incredibly happy and put me on a high for days on end..
#4 - I know what I would do...stop working and do something I love, writing..maybe finally write a novel, start my own business, work my own quirky hours
What's stopping me...money :)
7:52:05 PM
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I've noticed that I've been kinda of bitchy lately to everyone and everything, I wake up in the morning exhausted and have no desire to go to work...other than major job burnout..I don't know where this mood came from, maybe its from the job burnout...I was so frustrated yesterday that I got mad at the fan..yes, the fan, it was in my way..funny now that I've said it aloud but I was frustrated and crying...and the sweetest thing happened..my cat, Turtle came over to me and licked me on the nose..now she never does that but it was sweet and helped alot..sometimes it just takes the smallest things to make you feel better..
I'm still frustrated, exhausted and have no desire to be at my job...its not that I don't love what I do, I really do, its that I hate where I work and I don't particularly like most of the people anymore..they keep thinking they can just demand anything they want from without a "thank you," I think if people were a little nicer, it would help or maybe not. Maybe sleep will help tonight. Defintely need a vacation and a new job...in the words of a friend, I need to get out of that "hell hole"
7:47:17 PM
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Wednesday, May 21, 2003
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When a girl says no, she means $%#@ NO. The experience that I had last night has truly pissed me off and its completely utterly over with him. I feel a little better getting this out of my head. I haven't enjoyed being with him for several months now but I couldn't ever make him go away. I have never loved him and looking back, that in itself is just sad. I keep trying to figure out ways not to be home when he is around just so he stops coming over here..he lives quite close to me and has a girlfriend..I should have never started this but I had such low self-esteem a couple of years ago that I figured no one would ever want to be with me because I was overweight and had acne all over my face....
Alot has changed in the last 6 months, I've lost 25 lbs. The acne is gone. And I feel pretty again..
And the thing above is over period because I realized something today when a person doesn't respect you then they ignore what you are saying to them. I was stupid and it should have never started..
What pisses me off the most..what a crappy thing to figure out on your birthday.
7:47:47 PM
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Tuesday, May 20, 2003
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So I amazingly enough got into a fight with a Microsoft Customer Service Rep this afternoon, they have this incredibly stupid policy about replacement software if you lost any product that is older than the Windows 2000 software series. I had this customer that was trying to find replacement software for Exchange 5.5 which by the way, many many people who use microsoft are probably still using and usually microsoft is extremely helpful: for example if you lost your windows XP software disk and needed a replacement, you just call the fullfilment number located on their website and send them a copy of your invoice + 23.50 and they'll replaced the software however.....
if you lost your exchange 5.5 software which is one version before exchange 2000...here's the process:
you must go out and find someone that either has a copy that they can give you, find a copy on ebay or somewhere..good luck..no luck tonight..searched a few sites and ebay..
then you must purchase the current version of exchange (which is 2000) $1149.00
then you can purchase an open license from microsoft for about 150.00 which will allow you to downgrade the exchange 2000 version to exchange 5.5
Now you know this is a roundabout way of getting you to purchase exchange 2000 and or migrating to exchange 2000. And the rep told me that they weren't trying to make the customer buy and unneccessary software and that they wanted the customer to be happy with microsoft..my customer was extremely frustrated with the whole process...and I agree...total price to replace his software via microsoft's replacement policy = 2000.00 and that's if your lucky enough to find a copy of exchange 5.5 somewhere
Now stupid question, why couldn't he just go to ebay and buy it without steps 2 and 3??
By the end of my day - I'll just copy our copy and give it to him..less hassle
7:08:14 PM
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Monday, May 19, 2003
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...soon to be coming. I realized after helping someone with the concept of blogrolls and how to get them aligned, they are a little different than "mysubscriptions" blogroll..I've created a test for sandra below my subscriptions just to see how it would look and how it works - as soon as I get a chance to sit down and work on this, will let everyone know
8:24:21 PM
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Sunday, May 18, 2003
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I think my navigator links are getting too large to manipulate especially when I want to add more and the editing box for navigator links is small especially if you are trying to figure out where the error is..to I might have to experiment with a blogroll for my navigator links..however since I've had requests on "how to create navigator links" by several newbies, I'll tackle that first and then include the instructions on "how to use a blogroll like/instead of navigator links"
New categories created: it would be really nice if on the story page you could create sub-sections for different story lines but alas, I will use a category and then setup my links from there..
Pete's Stories stories written by John Peter Nilsson..
Trials of Dating Series
I created a category called News to post any interesting news items that I come across, I wasn't sure if I neccessarily wanted the news items on my home page or not..
10:24:18 AM
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Saturday, May 17, 2003
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Couple of new stories posted tonight..totally awake now
little did he know written by my friend Pete
and the story of how I met Pete...happy accidental friendship
I'm in a weird yet very happy awake mood right now..and found this interesting site with a cute guy from my referers page..Mike Shea
and I'm in a pastel mood too...although one thing I can't figure out, how come only I can see my referers link but no one else can..sometimes its funny of how some people get to my site..especially the ones looking for sex. This site is so not about sex but I guess people probably get that once they get here
Another site I really like is called The Redhead Wore Crimson, she's got this list called the bigten "If I thought I could get away with it, this is the questionnaire I would hand to a man on our first date. Any man. A girl has to have standards, and I have some pretty strict rules these days about who gets a second date." Liked it so much, I created my version..Sexy Magick's Big Ten
Now I'm truly tired, making typo errors on my links....getting off the computer and time to read....good night
11:07:15 PM
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Its amazing what a good night sleep can do for your mental ability to concentrate and just write. Last night and today, I finally got caught up on my sleep and its wonderful, I had time to just be me. I found two jobs on nerve that I'm totally qualified for..that would be so cool to work at nerve.
Things I haven't remembered because I've been so tired the last few weeks, are coming back to me. My mind is finally awake again :)
Last night I did something truly for myself. I went to a bar in San Francisco where "j" and I ended and where we first met. Here's the thing, I know he hangs out there but I didn't go there to see him, I went to re-visit the scene so to speak, just to get it out of my system. Although if he had shown up with his girlfriend or alone - it would have been a blessing..I keep getting hit on by this guy with too much cologne on who thought he was god's gift to women..
And I'm here waiting for my surprise..Pete has got me utterly curious..
And today I got hit on by a kid (he must have been like 17 or so) but it was cool and made me feel really good about the changes I've made in my appearance..
8:53:54 PM
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Tonight, I sat down and actually wrote a handwritten letter to a friend and the thought struck me to write some of it in french because I love languages and its just a sexy language and it was sort of a sexy letter. An excerpt from some of the letter..but not everything, that's between me and him (although if anyone wants a translate..email me and I'll send it to you)
La glace bruinant à travers vos mamelons et alors lécher l'eau froide glacée de votre corps. Je veux lécher des choses savoureuses de votre corps. ...champagne....honey poussière. ...so savoureux avec votre transpiration. ...we're aller avoir quelque amusement quand nous rencontrons finalement.. nous ne pourrions jamais partir la salle.
8:32:38 PM
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Friday, May 16, 2003
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A friend and I were talking the other night and discussing the bay area job market. He has been out of work for about a year and can't find anything. The newspaper ads are only a couple of pages and mainly for sales positions which neither of us want to do and/or are good at. It seems that alot of companies are moving out of California to cheaper locations...look 3COM is moving its headquarters to Boston, I guess its cheaper to do business there. Alot of people are moving out of California, they can't afford to buy a house anywhere near their jobs and the commutes can get exhausting...you're on the road more often than not. It seems that the technology industry in the Bay Area is dying...more and more reasons to move away and start over in another place where I can afford a home.
7:52:47 AM
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Tuesday, May 13, 2003
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I had an interesting conversation with a guy friend of mine last night about why guys do what they do..at least from his viewpoint which explains somewhat about Todd's behavior.
Guys get scared because most girls don't say what they want or if they do, its not what they really want and there is boundary confusion. Then you find a girl that a)says what she wants and b) really means it then they (guys) don't trust it or get scared because all their training has been dealing with game playing and/or confused feelings. Hence the confusion or the freaked out feelings and they stop writing and calling because they don't want to say their not interested or that they are freaked out or confused and its better to play it cool and just vanish for awhile figuring eventually the girl will get the idea.
I get all that and girls/women get scared too but what pisses me off in general is for the last 3 months we were talking and being honest with each other and talking about just being friends, see what happens and now he's disappeared..friends don't disappear from each other or at least that's how I feel about my friends. And if its just confusion or freakin out..what the hell? Stop being a coward and tell me is all I'm asking..yea it may hurt but at least its out there and I can deal with it instead of total silence which tends to piss me off. General feeling at this point...his loss. General thought: I had enough of the game playing in my life and I mean what I say, I get the idea of the disappearing act but it doesn't work with me at some point he is going to have to tell me the truth.
7:26:38 AM
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Sunday, May 11, 2003
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I'm totally depressed tonight and angry....
reason #1 - let me first say - no one has the power to make me feel the way I do, I just do but i wish i knew what happened to Todd and why he no longer wants to talk to me..what the hell did I do wrong? I was totally honest with him and maybe I shouldn't have been..but I wanted him to know how I felt about everything and anything..I wanted him to get to know me and I wanted to get to know him....I tried all day to just forget that I ever met him but I can't because deep down I know that what I feel is real. And I wonder if he'll even meet me for a drink when I'm on vacation/looking for a job in Boston in a month. The vacation in Boston, I'll be honest, yes I want to meet him but the other reason i'm going to Boston is to explore and see if that where I'm meant to be in my life and a couple of interview and I have never taken a real vacation before but I really did want to meet Todd too.
reason #2 - I hate my job, the people I thought I could trust were/are the wrong people to trust. The person I thought was a friend turned out to be part of the "in" crowd and has turned against me. Our paychecks might bounce this week, everyone is angry at work and I'm beyond irritated with everyone and I have too much work for one person to handle and no one to help..essentially I really really hate my job. And my health insurance sucks at this company..I pay out of pocket more than I actually get any coverage. And really if you know someone is going to be on your computer during a migration, you might want to hide the crap you don't want them seeing. (one of the owner's left an email up that stated "I really don't like Julie seeing how much we lose each month because she has a big mouth but I suppose its inevitable since she is the only one who knows how to do the financials" which is bullshit, I don't talk, I don't share secrets, if I did everyone would know each other's passwords)
reason #3 - the thing with Tony is over. period. its was a bad decision a year ago and is still a bad decision. It stops now. He really pissed me off this morning..I'm just not into it any more.
reason #4 - vacation's can be expensive..guess that's why I've never taken a real one before..but trying to figure out how to budget for the pet sitting, the car rental, the hotel, the flight and what happens if my boss decides not to pay me for the week - which bill do I not pay in order to pay rent. I've bought the flight and the hotel for a week, I have the money for the car rental and spending money..but the pet sitter for 5 cats for a week is 300.00 and that's where I'm trying to figure how to pay for that..my cats are my family and they know their pet sitter..I know it will all work out but its stressful
and I'm still exhausted from last week...just tired, irritated, angry and depressed...and it sort of helps to write it all out but a couple of more days off would be great too..it would also be nice if the two people I'd love to hear from would write or say hi..
Still depressed...but maybe tommorrow will be better
7:52:28 PM
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Yesterday, I went out and both 3 books thinking I'd spent the afternoon just lounging around and reading instead of getting caught up on the computer..as you can see from yesterday's entry..that didn't happen but if you liked Harry Potter then you'll probably like Artemis Fowl
I'm a big fan of kids books in general. I'm not sure what draws me to them, maybe because I'm a big kid in general and can still see the wonders in the world from a kids point of view or maybe its because sometimes its more interesting to read them...if I can pick up a book and flip to the middle of it and read a page and its got my attention, then its most likely (almost 99%) worth reading..99% because I've gotten some bad ones too.
Info about Artemis Fowl and what got my attention:
"How does one describe Artemis Fowl? Various psychiatrists have tried and failed. The main problem is Artemis's own intelligence. He bamboozles every test thrown at him. He has puzzled the greatest medical minds. And sent many of them gibbering to their own hospitals.
There is no doubt that Artemis is a child prodigy. But why does someone of such brilliance dedicate himself to criminal activities?" (Eion Colfer)
11:10:32 AM
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Saturday, May 10, 2003
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I finally figured out how to use the blank space under my calendar for phrases, other links, mysubscriptions(and anything else that I didn't want to put or couldn't figure out how to put into my navigator links) and how to align/center the text and change the font size of mysubscriptions.opml with a little help from the discussion boards and a friend at radio.
Detailed info and links at Newbie Tips: Blogrolls and The Space Under the Calendar
In the home page template, under the calendar in the section that looks like this (after the <br> and before the </td>, you can add links, blogrolls, text, etc)
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<td valign="top" width="1">
<%radio.weblog.drawcalendar ()%>
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Mood: Painting over Picasso - I have no idea why but I can think when I'm playing their music
11:34:32 PM
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I finally found Eric, a nice surprise at the ending of a very very very long week.
This was the email that I sent to Eric hoping he was the right Eric.....
Eric,
You wouldn't happen to have a tattoo of an angel from the swan song on your back - would you? Looking for an old friend that I haven't seen in years and miss hanging out with..wondering if you are the same guy? The Eric I know was a drummer in a band, has this amazing tattoo, mom used to live in San Francisco and then Oakland..are you the same guy?
julie
Here's the reply:
Hey Julie how are you? Yes that is me. It has been a long time. Are you still in the Bay Area? Your picture looks good. You still modeling? I havn't talked to anyone from back then in a very long time. What have you been up to all this time? Well After I graduated from SJSU I went into the Air Force been doing that for about 7 years now. I enjoy it a lot but as you can imagine it has been very busy. Anyway look forward to hearing from you. Take care
Eric
After reading his response, I realized it has probably been over 10 years since we have seen each other or hung out. He is one of the few people in my life that remembers that I use to model..that seems so long ago to me. I can't believe that he is in the Air Force, the Eric I remember had long long brown hair, rode a motorcycle, was a drummer in a punk band but we all grow up and become different people than we thought we'd be in our 20s. And I'm glad that he remembers me too..some people come and go and I for one can't remembered their names, but there are some people that will forever remain in my heart as friends. Too bad he's in Italy and not a little closer, I would love to see him again and hang out and talk about what has happened in the years we've been apart. I wonder if he ever got married or had kids or how his mom is doing (she was one of the few moms that liked me and liked me and her son being together). I'm sure that now we've found each other - we will spend plenty of time emailing one another, getting to know each other again. Something in his response, a gut instinct, is that deep down he is basically the same guy that I loved and will always love.
I imagine some day, there will be other friends that I haven't talked to in years that I'll find again to re-build friendships long ago lost.
11:33:59 AM
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Wednesday, May 07, 2003
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I was watching I think 60 Minutes when I got home tonight and they were reporting on Classmates.com and how it was a good resource or search engine for lost friends or family…so I thought maybe I could locate two guys I’ve been searching for over the last 6 or so years
1)Eric: I've been looking for Eric since we lost touch about 7 years ago, we dated for awhile about 10 years ago but nothing happened(literally I mean nothing ever happened between us)..we were better friends than anything else..but I've missed hanging out with him..he was more like a brother to me than anything else.
Results with Classmates: I think I might have finally found him..the guy I remember had an angel of the swan song tattooed on his back, was a drummer in a band (this is how I know how to play the drums), he went to high school in Fremont, one of his best friends was named Eric (slightly confusing when those two were together), his mom lived in SF and then Oakland (I lived there too with them) and he rode a motorcyle.
The guy I wrote to sounds alot like Eric's personality except he's in the Air Force in Italy..which was so not Eric back then..but we've all grown up since we were in our 20s. Maybe he's the right Eric..hope so.
2) John "Gator": I met Gator when I was 18 or 19 and had just gotten kicked out of my parents again for like the 3rd time because I stayed out all night with Gator and Chris and didn't call home. I haven't seen Gator since he moved out of California probably about 10-11 years ago. Gator was from Jackson, CA - a very small town with only 1 high school..hence I knew where he grew up and searched for him in Jackson..
Found a match..only one John Lowe registered in Classmates from Jackson, CA. Hopefully this is the right guy. I have some news about Chris that he needs to know about..he was the one person I couldn't find when Chris past away. But in general, I miss Gator.
The good thing about Classmates.com is that if you know where the lost friend went to high school and you know which town that was in..there is a good chance that they might be listed there. I've used other search engines to find John Lowe but you wouldn't believe how many John Lowe's there are in this world and I could never find Eric. And I found my best friend from high school on Classmates, I hadn't seen her in over 15 years..and she lives about 30miles from me and works about 10 miles from me..she's still the same Sara but she has kids now and is a good mommy..would have never thought that of her in the past.
Hope the two guys I wrote tonight are the the correct John and Eric..
11:52:35 PM
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Monday, May 05, 2003
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The Hundred-Year Language - "I think that, like species, languages will form evolutionary trees, with dead-ends branching off all over. We can see this happening already. Cobol, for all its sometime popularity, does not seem to have any intellectual descendants. It is an evolutionary dead-end-- a Neanderthal language" Paul Graham
An interesting article about the furture of programming languages - this would have been a great thesis for linguistics when I was in college - wish I had thought of it but then again I wasn't really into computers back then, seems so long ago - college, seven years ago...
7:13:11 AM
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Sunday, May 04, 2003
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for anyone that has been reading My Accutane Journal, I finally updated April and this week's entries...
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I've been trying to figure out how to use the space under my calendar. It would be a great place to setup my subscriptions, other links - like rings, my personality type, etc..that aren't based on navigator links but scripts..however the best I've been able to figure out - is to add them to the top of my page. I know its a table of some kind but how to place it in the template is a mystery to me. I just can't seem to wrap my head around the concept..oh well, another mystery to solve..another weekend to try..
11:53:18 AM
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Saturday, May 03, 2003
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I've been trying to figure out how to add my referers stats to my navigator links..still no luck but as I was checking my referers, I found this interesting site called blogshares and what they had about my site :)
7:43:53 PM
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baroque
when you are out of monet
This is just funny and usually my status quo
3:58:44 PM
Quotes
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Want to know a little more about me and what I like, my passions in life...see my interests
3:31:23 PM
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drizzling ice across the hot desert of your soul
winds tempting at the gateways to pleasure
savoring every inch of the gentle rain
falling upon hot waves of passion
riding the storm of friendship
dancing along the path of intimacy
leading to a connection
strings of hope, love and laughter
1:45:27 PM
Poetry
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Friday, May 02, 2003
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The afternoon from hell..just when I thought everything was going ok at work..I got told I wasn't doing my job and why couldn't I figure out how the DNS server was messed and why the hell I never got one of our companies website hosting info.
this is too long to post here..so I just created a story instead....the afternoon from hell
10:57:58 PM
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This week has been so hectic at work and of course I'm late again but if I don't write this down, I'm bound to forget what I was thinking about....
in the midst of a migration...remembering a good week at work
7:57:57 AM
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