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Sexy Magick
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Tuesday, August 23, 2005
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wow, its been an emotional week for me and its only just began..hopefully the next few days will be better..
some pet peeves on dating..
- you seem interested, you email and request pics and apparently you are no longer interested but why do men just never respond back - I mean at least respond back and say you're not interested..don't leave someone hanging - its not nice, makes you wonder if they ever got the email in the first place...so on that note, emailing him again..what the hell.
- if you can't fill our your profile completely why bother - you know what you like and don't like, take the time to fill it out.
- spelling - ok seriously anyone heard of spell check? Simple words like gym are not spelled jym..sorry, that might seem over the top but it really bugs me.
- and why are my mutual matches..ick?
enough bitching for the night..so tired
8:13:05 PM 
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Monday, August 22, 2005
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what i logged on tonight to say was...if you're a potential date out there and you stumble across this blog, please don't let it freak you out. Yeah, I blog but not about everything..I used too but god, I don't have time these days to blog about everything....
sooo I joined match.com again. Apparently once you join and then leave, you have to use the same handle as before or you can't use the same email address if you forgot what your handle was like 3 years ago..thank god, I have like 5 emails addresses..3 years ago was a long time ago, I can't remember what I used...so of course, I used sexymagick's email address, I check it at least once a day.
i've been avoiding..more like proscrantinating on this project all weekend and now its crunch time..owwww..I just was never motivated to get it done..i don't particulary like peachtree accounting software and I have to create a test sql database and integrated with a test peachtree database..ugggg..but what sucks is that I only have 13 more uses of a trial version of peachtree and I don't want to buy the software..
on the bright side, I got the art table and got organized finally - no more boxes, yeah!! I've been here like almost two years and I finally was able to get an art table together..I orignally wanted to put my keyboard on it but there's no room with all the various art projects in progress..so that idea might have to wait til I buy a house and can get a wrap another desk for the office..I want a room that has a desk on three sides and my projects against the fourth wall..mmmm..ideas ideas ideas..hmm..maybe I could try finishing one of the projects..now there's an idea.
and for all those people waiting for the newbie tips, I said I'd get too...I didn't forget about you..you're on my to do list..which seems to be growing longer every day...
time for bed soo tired...must be up early to go to the gym...oh why did I schedule at 9am personal trainer appt...where was my head..sooo not a morning person especially on a Monday..
12:14:23 AM
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Wednesday, August 17, 2005
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i'm so out of it..I had a great workout yesterday with the trainer..I am so sore my calves and love handle areas are killing me. And why does everyone have to call me at 8am? I have this new client and the IT guy keeps calling me at 8am and if I don't answer, he'll call back 15mins later and then again and again..he's really screwing up my sleep patterns..yeah, I know I should just go to bed earlier but when you work at client's site during the day and then at night, work on programming projects - sometimes I look up and realizes its 3-4 hours later and really really late at night, then I read before bed to get my mind off the programming..then I go to sleep..
and I realize my love/my passion is for the programming because after about 8 hours of accounting, I'm bored beyond bored and just can't do it anymore. But programming and code, I can sit for hours and never be bored.
I saw the cutest ibook yesterday - OMG, I can't believe I'm saying that, but now I want one! It would truly help me, actually thinking about it, I have a mac client for Quickbooks and its like a learning curve for me too because I've never seen Quickbooks on a Mac - its completely different and the mac would help me help her..hmmm, possiblities.. And my trainer was asking me how the airport wireless worked on his new ibook(its the one I saw) and I had no idea..and I want to know..hmmm..i guess i need to see if I can afford it...not bad $999
11:37:07 AM
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single (this one is too funny but might actually work and is ok for work)
alphabet (this one is interesting and I think only if you look really close, do you get it)
shaved
blondes
then the many blog tshirts
too many to list..go check out CafePress
11:23:09 AM
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Monday, August 08, 2005
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oh shit, i just realized i have a client's proposal that I said I'd start mid-august - damn that's coming up fast..oops
I got the weirdest call last night - first note to self - don't answer the phone on a Saturday night unless you know the number but anyways the call from a prospective client - he said he found my resume on the internet - I could have sworn that i deleted all active copies of my resume off the internet job boards - the only resume I have up are here and on my personal site. He knew about my business Chaotic Cancellation too...wanted to know if I was the only one or did I have employees..well, I do have an employee but she does bookkeeping at one client's site and some filing for me and occassionally some webdesign but how do you teach someone project administration for a telecommunications company - ok I could teach someone and if I get the project or client - I might have to hire someone to do it because honestly, I'm booked through October with projects.
And I have another potential new client in Irvine - hell that reminds me I need to update my website - as soon as he signs the proposal I'm about to send him, then he's a new client.
Wow, I can't believe my company is growing soooooo fast..
on that note..the creative side of me...I know I haven't really been investing a lot of time in the creative side but I am going to an art class on Tuesday..play with metals...soldering pic between glass, learning new ways to play with my copper creations..ahhhh..copper creations - that's a good idea for a title.
always good to dump my brain out..things emerge..
Music..hmm, lately, i am starting to love Sarah MacLachlan, Anna Nalick, Christina Aguilera
And I got to see the inside of a recording studio the other night and OMG - why did I stop my original dream? I loved the whole concept of music, the recording, making music, I so want to take a class on logic..at least start getting back into one of deep passions..anyone have a mac they don't want?
I guess if I really really want it, I'll go out and buy a mac soon...and try to figure out when I can schedule that class into my schedule...which reminds me I need to go see when the next class is....ok..so next class is in November..hmmm...i wonder if I can just take the classes I want..and I've started playing around with singing again..
first priority - lose this weight! I signed up for 20 more sessions with the trainer - I am going to lose this stomach.
back to creative side..lets see, I've starting writing stories, while adult in nature, they still are my writings, might create another category here ..not sure if I want them here though...
enough data dump...back to work, I need to go bed soon, getting up early for the gym
note to M - spa weekend - I know you and D are going to Las Vegas next weekend and the weekend of the 26th is filled for me..so either the weekend of the 19th or in Sept sometime?? - let me know what works for you
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Tuesday, August 02, 2005
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wow, today I found out that I couldn't qualify for a mortgage just yet, I need to be self-employed for at least 2 years or need a letter from my CPA stating I've been in business for a year - well, my CPA just died and I've decided to do my own taxes..so that doesn't work. My business license from last year started in October 2004..so that doesn't work.
And honestly, after spending some time with a couple of friends - one that has known me forever and going over the details, I know that I do not want a $3200 mortgage for a house in a neighborhood that's ok but not great and I'm not 100% in love with the house.
If I pay off my credit cards - which is what I intended to do in the first place, then my credit score will go back up. And honestly, my lease here isn't up til March of next year, so I'm in no great rush to move again. Once I pay off the bills and potentially the car and buy a few fun and luxury items with the money I got, then I can start looking again for my dream house, the one I walk in and say yep, I want it!! tts got everything I want, then thats the one I need to bid on.
And honestly, I'm quite ok with my decision. I feel better I think just knowing where I stand with the whole buying a house thing.
And i might sleep quite well tonight, knowing that I feel ok - the black cherry smirnoff ice helps too ;)
10:04:30 PM
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do you ever have one of those days where you're not quite sure WTF is going on in your head but you just want to cry? and figuring out how to get a printer server to work with a migrane just isn't working for you? and your friends are totally not helping the situation? and you have to talk to your ex in order to get some info and you just recently told him to go find the highest bridge he could find and jump off (actually side note - he was being very nice for once) but it was just one of those days. And I know that I'm smoking too much, WTF is wrong with my head? I think I'm lonely which sucks. I have all these great things happening in my life and no one to share it with. I could probably call de and talk to him but I'm not sure about that right now and I think I just need a hug and a kiss and a smile. I was totally happy at one point today in the midst of everything and someone asks why I was smiling, shit, can't a girl smile just because? I'm on the verge of crying but it just doesn't want to come out, I think I need to cry, let it out and start another new day tommorrow...
12:13:00 AM
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