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Sexy Magick
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Tuesday, December 20, 2005
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things I think about while in the shower and now it must be because I actually relax and stop going and going and my mind is just still and I have time to ponder while the hot water is running over my head, i really need a recorder or something in the shower to capture all these thoughts or a waterproof white board so I can at least write the idea down before it floats up and out with the mist, lets see if I can recapture many of those thoughts before they disappear back into my thoughts
Pete - long lost Pete - where are thou? Are you back in the bay area or still in Georgia? Now I know that R should know the answer to this one but men and emails
- which brings me to the discussion of men and emails, why do men ignore the part of the emails that they aren't interested in and only answer what they want? Women do not do this. You could ask a guy 5 things in an email and if it pertains to their world, they will answer you. If it doesn't, do they even see it in the email or do they just skip over it. And its not only R that's done this, its all my male friends. I think they don't see it, they just skim right the questions. Ask a women the same five questions and they will all get answered even if they don't pertain to her or her world. Maybe the men out there can tell me why?
pyramind - I called today about talking a few classes a la carte at this recording engineering school - couple of reasons (1) I'd really like to know how my logic works with my keyboard (2) I totally want to watch de teach a class - the humbling part of the conversation, I told the guy last time I took a recording engineering class is when they were still teaching how to create vinyl records - he was like "oh, so you've missed 20 years of technology or so" wow, its been 20 years since I've started in that direction and took a turn into current stage of life, wow.
yesterday, when I was pulling into the parking lot in SF, I heard my car making this whirring noise, not a good whirring noise, a bad whirring noise, so today, I took it in for service, 6 hours later and $1901.37 later, the water pump and coolant temp gauge thingy have been replaced, the car has had its 90K service and the leaking back brakes cylinders have been replaced and the serpentine belt has been replaced. All parts and labor warrantied for 12K miles or 1 year - you know it won't be those parts that break within that warranty period, it will be something else. But damn, the brakes work great now - had no idea that's why the brakes were being spongy, oops. *grin*
skip this part if you don't want to know details of flu...I think I have progressed into the cold stage, the draining of the mucus stage, ewww, yuck, I know, I said skip if you didn't want to read all about it. I think I've almost reached the non dehydrated stage and eating solid foods - i want pizza tonight, going for it.
my dating profile must suck as I have no gotten one hit since I dated that one guy, soon to be revised yet again because I realized last night a few of my favorite shows include monster garage, monster house and orange county choppers and oh yea, definetly survivor but I think this info should be in my profile along with the fact that I am not a conventional girl who does not follow proper dating conventions or guidelines or whatever the hell he said.
I haven't shaven in a few weeks and while my legs are starting to look a little dark and its not from the sun, I just don't have the energy to shave and why bother, I mean really, who's around to see them? R, I will definetly shave before we hook up but until then, oh well, who cares.
I had more thoughts while in the shower and yet they are either going back into my head or floating away, my energy level is still low and with that I must leave you...time to eat PIZZA, pray for me that it stays put.
oops I must go, I forgot to do something
9:28:04 PM 
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Monday, December 19, 2005
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slowly getting over the flu, phase 1 - the fever, the chills - passed. phase 2 - the chest cold - still here but slowly going away, phase 3 - the stomach issues - very slowly going away - if I could just eat something solid and good, I'd be happy.
I would love to stay home and sleep for the next couple of days but I can't I need to go into work, pay other people's bills, etc.. and I'm going to take it slowly and not overdo it.
things I need to do: pay my bills, run another ad for a bookkeeper, work on the CRM projects, buy christmas presents still
I just sent one of my clients an email that said "please remit payment without delay" which is a nicer way of saying NOW don't ya think?
off to take a shower and then to bed, hopefully I can get some sleep tonight.
12:34:31 AM
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have you seen the kitten mitten? what I'd like to know is what kind of fool would put that on their hands and play with a cat. Are they asking for trouble? Now this toy was invented by Happy Dog Toys which might just explain it all.
The only way you'd get me to wiggle my fingers with catnip infused pompons on the end is to have reinforced triple layer leather and padding all the way up to at least my elbow - shoulder would be better, then you might get me to wiggle my fingers and play with the cats.
12:26:58 AM
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following the advice from a friend's blog:
Do not drink anything when you click the link
Do not have anything in yer mouth when you click the link
Do not spray whatever happens to be in your mouth when you click the link.
the link
12:19:34 AM
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Thursday, December 15, 2005
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first time in 4 days I've felt like being at the computer and I realized something while I was lying in bed all by myself, that I was truly alone. I doubt anyone's really missed me except for my clients and they know what's going on, they know I have the flu and am taking the week off. My fat cat, wubbie, has been a little saint, as soon as she sees me heading back to bed, she's back in bed, lying on my chest or next to me to keep me warm. First time in 4 days, I've been hungry although every time I got up the last 4 days, I've made sure to keep myself hydrated with liquids - half asleep making oj. I've had to get up to feed the cats and clean the litter boxes but beyond that, not much else. Lots and lots of sleep. I'm up and at the computer today because I need to invoice a client and pay my employee and I realized something else too while I'm been sick, I need an employee that is alot higher level in bookkeeping skills that my current employee - I need someone that can cover me while I'm sick or if I take a vacation or when I'm doing these big CRM Database implementations - I need someone that can cover the accounting part of my business so I don't do this to myself again - overwork and get sick because not only is the accounting part of the business growing but so its the CRM implementation business growing and one person can not do it alone, I need help. I need someone who will take initiative and go take care of the clients if I'm not available. I've lost close to 1000 this week because I've been sick and my current employee can't cover me.
and the person I thought was my best-friend, not too sure about that anymore, I get the feeling that I'm not that important to him as he is to me and that makes me sad but its a fact of life I guess in growing. I've had time to reflect and dream weird dreams while I've had this outrageously high fever over the last 4 days.
The fever has broken, I took a shower, I feel so much better, slight headache and am slightly hungry - malt-o-meal tonight and I still have a slight chest congestion but all in all, I feel alot better then I did Monday night..
7:35:58 PM
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Monday, December 12, 2005
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I need a someone to take care of me...I have the flu and am sitting here with a 102 fever and I'm not tired which sucks because I should be in bed sweating this thing out of me. And my poor mom is sick too and she's at my sister's house..so no mommy for me. Actually my poor sister, she doesn't want the baby to get sick and she told me not to come over until I was better - I have no plans to get her sick or the baby and I don't want what my mom has - apparently she can't talk, she lost her voice. I can still talk and don't have a sore throat..just a nice fever and chills.
I wonder if I got this from yummy guy. This sucks my week is full, I have two new potential clients, I have to go to work tommorrow, there is a holiday dinner on Tuesday night and I have a meeting in LA on Wednesday, Thursday is another meeting with my CPA I think and Friday, hmm, I want to go out with R if he emails me back and and and I DON'T WANT TO BE SICK..to much to do and my accounting stuff needs to get done and I haven't done a damn thing this weekend except work on Shimmering Energy's flash design.
off to bed to try and sleep, maybe all the cats will come sleep with me
3:05:34 AM
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Sunday, December 11, 2005
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I tried that safeway.com thing - where I can order my groceries online and have them delivered, wasted an hour searching for the things I needed and I get to the checkout and they can't deliver until tommorrow during work hours. While I think it must be great if you're homebound and can't get to the store and you never leave your house during work hours, it sucks when you want something now and aren't home during the day. And yes, I can get up and go to the store but I feel icky today and really didn't feel like leaving the house. And searching online - personally for myself, I don't know exactly what I want til I get to the store and walk up and down every isle and they didn't have some things online that I know are at the store.
The only thing that sucks for me living way out here is that the grocery store here closes at midnight, if I come home late, then I'm out of luck but then again, I've just started shopping in SF instead before going home.
safeway.com - nope, doesn't work for me.
4:24:59 PM
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anyone can be passionate but it takes real lovers to be silly
and just for Zyriana and all you parents out there:
the quickest way for a parent to get a child's attention is to sit down and look comfortable
and for my frustrating week in OC: Its been lovely. But I have to scream now.
4:18:02 PM
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test design on data dump category..its never just a simple thing to add a category when all my templates are different
4:03:23 PM
Data Dump
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Saturday, December 10, 2005
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now that I've data dump my frustrations out(in the newly created data dump category)..my company is growing and growing, I think it might be time to hire someone new soon to help out. While I was on this project, I got two more calls - one from a company in Portland (yea I finally get to meet someone there) and one from Alaska - for Tigerpaw Consulting and two more referrals for Accounting/Bookkeeping Services here at home..so its seems that that dream of a house will be coming soon, only 3 more big projects to go and I have the down payment and I have more income coming in with the bookkeeping services.
Now if I could only find a boyfriend that easy :)
1:00:28 AM
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Monday, December 05, 2005
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because everyone needs a little furry logic in their day
my own furry sexymagick logic
scatter joy, sprinkle cheer
relax and let the magick happen
and from the original furry logic
Do you believe in love at first sight? Or should I walk past again?
You don't have to agree with me, but its quicker
6:27:13 PM
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I've learned quite a few things about myself through this last date, some days I wish I could rewind and start over and yet I guess I wouldn't have learned these new things about myself
I talk way too much on the first date and if I really like someone its because I'm nervous and now I will learn to shut up and listen.
conventional - I am not and if you're not interested at least have the guts to say you're not instead of ignoring emails and phone calls. I will never follow conventional rules of anything including so-called dating protocols and while it might seem that I'm manic or weird, I'll keep writing emails til I get a response. I question everything and I can't just let something go because I'm always left wondering what if - so if there is no what ifs - tell me straight and then I can let it go.
so in passing, he wasn't interested, good to know. hope his life turns out the way he wants and he finds the right person that wants whatever it is he wants and likes him for who he is and not the image of a guitarist and likes his music. I think he's losing out here but that's just my opinion.
and while I think dating has its points, I'm not forever into being on match so I can just get a date for Friday night, well, one I usually work late on Friday nights but the point is, I'm looking for something more. I am looking for what all my friends have, that relationship that makes me giddy just thinking about him, that relationship that will last.
I'm trying way to hard to find that person, I need to relax and let magick happen.
6:20:56 PM
Dating
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Sunday, December 04, 2005
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I was looking for something else and ran across this music by Sentenced - if you like metal, go check them out, its good..
4:43:23 PM
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Thursday, December 01, 2005
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I didn't realize just how tired I was until i sat down to watch the apprentice tonight, i missed survivor :( but it was worth it, I got to hold and play with Lauren (my niece) again, she's growing and she's adorable and my sister and I are getting along so much better now..anyways, back to being oh so tired and I think Madonna's right, those who wait don't have any fun, i'm tired of waiting for someone to call me, I had lots of fun and he tasted oh so good and I do like him but not waiting anymore for him to call, I'm living my life and if he happens to call, then its all good. The same goes for R, maybe next time you guys play I'll come see you and maybe we hook up or maybe we don't. I am absolutely a sexy person and am not waiting to have fun...
message for "h", I'd love to see you again and explore your passions deeper, feel your passions again and if you're even the slightest bit interested, I guess you'll call and we can get to know each other better
with that said I am tired and off to bed.
***update*** right after I posted this, "h" called and we talked for a couple of hours
11:26:42 PM
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R - WTF? where did you disappear too? I know you read this blog and you're emails aren't bouncing back so WTF happened? I'm not the same in body, mind or spirit that you met so so long ago. Play is fun!! You know you want too, so call me, besides you're really hot now :)
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