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Sexy Magick
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Sunday, November 26, 2006
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I'm trying to find a multi-protocol instant messaging (IM) client that will encompass my yahoo messenger login and my windows messenger login and still be able to talk to people that use ichat. I want to offer the option of chatting with my clients via IM but don't neccessarily want to give them my yahoo ID - that's mainly for friends.
I've used Trillian - didn't like it very much.
I've looked at Exodus - sounds interesting but not sure I understand how Jabber works - not even sure these two things are related :)
And don't neccessarily want to run 2 or 3 different clients at once.
When searching for a multi-protocol instant messaging (IM) client- Gaim keeps popping up as an option, anyone using it?
**note to self, don't answer the phone unless you know the number, been avoiding someone for weeks now and I had to answer the phone, ugh****
7:47:59 PM 
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Saturday, November 25, 2006
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many thoughts roaming around today from the week and past
i'm avoiding work and bills but also waiting for time to go get my hair cut - my hairdresser is always late so my 1.45 appt probably is like a 2.15 appt
the office is now equiped to have 3 people work in here and still has room for a cat corner
anyone know where I can rent a projector - I need to stencil some things on the wall and finish at least one idea
buying a house is hard work, all the little things that need to get done. I seriously need to go outside and rake my leaves up but when I can barely walk, things have to wait, the car needs to be washed too
having psorasis on my feet - most days good, some days are incredibly painful and today is one of those days - it looks like I have 2nd degree burns on my toe and bottom of my foot and it feels the same and yet I know that I did not stick my foot into a fire :)
Zy - how's it going?
now my clients are text messaging me..hmm, how did they figure that out?
bras - i had to go and return everything I bought at VS the other day and start over - if you're over a size 0 and most of us are - don't listen to the little holiday helpers at VS - they have no idea that anyone over a size 5 still likes to look sexy and just because we may have a little more to love around the middle, doesn't mean our cup size is big too
oops, time to go
1:25:12 PM
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trust your own whispers, not those of thoughts, but those of feelings
listen to the wind and the earth and keep close to the ground
this was my tarot reading for the day, check out mysticgames for your own reading
1:12:11 PM
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love my new speakers, not exactly what I was thinking, all I wanted was better speakers for the computers and of course I asked Daniel to get me some need speakers - when asking a man to get you better speakers for your computer be prepared he will most likely get what he would use including subwoofer and all, there are parts of songs I'm missed having the default speakers that came with this computer and now my desk vibrants when I listen to anything..its cool, i've never had speakers this nice - thanks DF :)
1:10:00 PM
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Friday, November 24, 2006
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I had another blog on another site and its being have some problems over the last couple of years and I started moving my archives to another location thinking I had plenty of time to move them over because why would the owner of the blog suddenly disband the concept or not renew his domain name - all those people that blog there are either without a blog or have moved on. There is no way to contact the owner of the blog or the domain and now all posts not backed up or moved over at gone forever. And its not like backing up was a simple feature, I had to copy and paste all my posts page by page into a word document.
I'm not so upset by the prospective of the site going away, I was moving away from it anyways. What I'm upset with is that there was no notification and there is no way to retrieve my posts - poems, stories from the last few years - all gone and I can't recreate because it happened in the moment.
Moral of the story: no matter what blogging software you use, make sure you can backup your posts, retrieve your data and save in somewhere save in a text file just in case your blogging site decides to be no more.
12:30:05 PM
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Tuesday, November 21, 2006
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i miss listening to music (you might ask why I stopped, i don't know)
lately I think accounting is boring, i think i need a vacation
having your own business is hard work, having employees is double the work
i miss talking to de late at night
favorite erogenous zone - my back
if I like something or someone, I go after the object of desire
there is not enough time in the day to get everything done
i need a lawnmower
i need a dining room table and can't find one I like, how hard is it to build one?
i miss magick
i need to finish my tattoo design for my back
i don't wanna work, somedays I don't want all this responsiblity
i just want to have fun, i'd love to travel
so much too do and i'm so tired
its the smile, gets me everytime
9:16:14 PM
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so yep one of those things, i think posting too much graphic detail about desires belongs somewhere else but telling you about buying bras is ok. I hate buying bras, I can never find one that feels just right, that doesn't ride wrong or the stupid underwire fits weird. I have one I love and sadly they don't make it anymore. I went into VS tonight - first needed new thongs, I lost so much weight, that nothing fits right anymore, jeans I just bought 3 mos ago, too big, dresses and skirts I've had for years just don't fit anymore, anyways, back to VS, I ask one of them to measure me again:
Sales Girl - ok, lets measure you
Me - are you sure its ok with this sweater on?
Sales Girl - the sweater won't matter that much. She proceeds to measure me out on the floor, huh? I don't like having something that personal done where everyone can see me especially the guys wandering around. Oh, it looks like you gone up a few sizes
Me - I look at her like she's lost her mind, its the sweater, its a bulky sweater
Sales Girl - oh, maybe we should measure you without the sweater
Me - you think so?
Second Sales Girl - measures me again and yes I have lost a size and found a couple of bras that fit I think, I'll try them out over the next couple of days
And advice for the first sales girl and the other one at the front, don't judge a book by its cover, I kinda of got treated like I don't have any $$ and as soon as I pulled out my Angel VIP card, all of the sudden I was their bestfriend, ugh, i hate that
8:53:38 PM
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Monday, November 20, 2006
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so i'm having one of those rare moments of creativity, sometimes it just comes to me. I've also been reading this book I got a while back called Spellcaster which tells you what magick is, I feel as though I lost myself somewhere in all this building my own business thing and got quite stressed out with life and that's not me. I need to find my magick again and friends and maybe someday someone to share it all with. Currently I like someone but I guess he has a gf and yet I still like him and I like his smile and some questions remain - exactly why did he give me a hug tonight? oh yea, i was flirting tonight, funny thing is he I think got it but the girl sitting across from me got some of the finer nuances of what I was saying and teasing him about and oh why did the other guy I am so not interested in have to sit next to me and then again come to think of it, if the one I'm interested in had sat next to me, there would have been no way to tease him across the table.
So I asked him because I'm a direct person especially when I've had just a little too much to drink, did he know it was me on myspace - yep he knew and I told him to follow the trail - if you google isis wynn, you'll find this blog and if you google whispercave - yep many things belonging to me pop up, follow the trail, you might find some interesting thoughts and ideas, all roads leads back to the beginning...
just one bite isn't enough or is it
the lines have become blurred between blogs and now i'm becoming one, one being, one place, one space
if you know me, you know there are many facets to my life.
read between the lines
i am the sexy witch,
the sexy magick
the desires of us all
the first bite is it enough?
or do you want more, more deep down inside
the creative being
the delicous organic wonderous feeling
of the moment
the hug, the ooooooo so wonderous hug
of finally feeling him in your arms
the birth of all fantasies
the reference point of feeling
and knowing he knows who you are
does he see beyond the girl in the office
and know that she is so much more than what he sees
does he have some desire beneath
the smile?
and the rest of the poem/creative thought too much to post here..belongs somewhere else just in case a client reads this one :)
11:34:35 PM
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Friday, November 17, 2006
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I need to advertise this little business of mine but how to do that?
I had a pushy sales rep from Valley Yellow Pages come over today, she was an hour early and acted like she was my best friend. Woke me up and wanted the sale right then and there, sorry doesn't work with me, I want to know prices and check out other resources then I'll make a decision and honestly I'm not even sure about advertising in the phone book - I never look in the phone book, actually I never had a phone book until she just gave me one.
A little survey:
- How many people use the phone book to look for services?
- What kind of services are you looking for if you use the phone book?
- If you use the phone book, which one do you have?
- If you don't use the phone book, which internet site do you use to search for local business?
- If you were advertising, where would you/how would you advertise?
11:17:11 AM
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Tuesday, November 14, 2006
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many thoughts roaming through my head these days and oh so little time to blog
My time - i don't seem to have my time anymore with my new employee in my office, don't get me wrong, I love having her here and she's great but I need my space too. I get up in the mornings and read blogs and my emails, drink my coffee and have a cigarette in my office area but with her here, I feel that I need to work first thing off the bat and I can't relax and wake up. My other employee told me to go out in the living room and do my morning stuff with my laptop and she's right and its only been 2 weeks with the newest employee - we'll figure out the groove or I will at least soon enough.
Office Supplies - why is everyone so freaked out about asking for office supplies or using them? Both of my employees aren't sure its ok to ask for something they need or use as much as they need to get the job done. For example hanging file folders, I'd rather they use them and not overstuff the files or if you need pens, paper, pencils, ask me. I'll go get them or order them. But I guess there previous bosses were stingy with office supplies, that I just don't understand.
Is he flirting? I don't get it. So guy I'm interested in tells girl on myspace that he's taken. Girl on myspace is me but I'm thinking that he didn't realize it was me, the pictures don't look like me and my name isn't on there and he didn't connect the dots. Besides many comments left on his myspace page have revealed not one of his friends or even his sister knew he had a girlfriend, leading girl to think he doesn't.
Girl at work emails guy and ask him something work related, guy doesn't answer email which requires a yes or no answer. Is guy waiting for girl at work to come show him? Are you following this? Girl at work was wearing a dress yesterday, something unusual and caught guy staring at her several times, guy also looked girl straight in the eye and then walked past girl very closely in hallway (hallway is big enough for 3 people to walk past each other without touching). Is guy flirting?
Work/Business - so I've been a little freaked out/stressed out with my business lately. I need to advertise, I need more work for new employee because I don't want to let her go and I need to re-define my business plan a smidgen. I definetly need billable work for my employees - because if they are just working on office related things, I don't make any $$ which sort of cuts into buying new things for the house, I know let the magick happen, stop stressing and it will come. I know I know that but sometimes its just hard to let go and let it happen. And letting go of my accounting all together, i realized I don't like it, I still need to be in control of the cash flow here and now I completely understand my clients hesitation to let me control it all, its hard to give that control over to someone else - i get it now.
Something needs to change - I'm not relaxed in my house when my employee is here, hmm, very interesting. I guess I feel like I need to be super woman and be available when she's here working and then I sit here in a stupor or fog because I am so tired. And I'm smoking too too much because I'm exhausted. I get up early to work with her and be available, so I'm working 4 hours here and then off to client sites and working another 8-9 hours and I'm so tired when I get home, I don't feel like taking a shower or making dinner or doing anything except sitting on the couch and vegging..something needs to change, something with me needs to change. I think I need to give her the work for the week and sleep my normal hours, get back on my normal night owl schedule and let her know that she can be flexible with her hours and schedule.
Ipod - ok, yes, I do know how to use my ipod and even got songs on it finally. Now I need a docking station because its cool, I can move my music from my computer and take it out to the living room and play my songs on my ipod (yes the light bulb did go off ) :)
Matcha Green Tea Cake with Lavendar and Honey Ice Cream - mmm, coming soon, I bought an ice cream maker Saturday and will start the process Friday..
Dating and Myspace - so I met this guy on myspace and he seemed ok online but really someone should just shoot me because after I called him and talked to him, I was like WTF? He was telling me a story and after about 20 mins I was thinking so what the point? is he going somewhere with this? And then I asked him what he did for work, innocent conversation starter right or so it seems - the answer I got "well besides being disabled and living off state money, i like to make people happy" huh? Is he slow or something? I'm suppose to meet him tonight but I'm not going - one I don't want to anymore and two, i took a sick day to catch up on sleep so I can work and make money. And he said he didn't like computers which seems odd to me, he's knows about myspace and his design is pretty elaborate...moral, wrong guy for me, i'll go back to guy in office who's flirting
Trees - I keep staring at these big trees in my yard and I know I need to do something about them, I need to make an effort and call tree guys for estimates - i know that i do but where is the $$ coming from to deal with the trees? I'm still in a budget flux because of new employee but the trees need some pruning soon, very very soon.
Grass - I have grass, omg, its really there. Its just needed some water. Me and green things..not the best combination, i usually forget about those things which brings me back to I need either a landscaper or some more time and I know I'm going to have to mow the grass soon if it keeps growing and I don't have a lawnmower..hmm, do I hire a landscaper or do I find some time to do it myself???
sooo tired, gotta remember to blog, get this stuff out of my head and then I can start relaxing again..
2:51:09 PM
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