Dating is confusing enough without knowing the rules of the game..or the definition of personals dating terms. And when your feelings get mixed into the game, it can be quite confusing..let me just say, someone dear to me last night told me he wasn't ready for a serious committment relationship..but I was curious to see by definition where our relationship is in dating terms..

Definitions of Personals Dating Terms. 

3:46:29 PM    comment []  

The trials of dating series ending.....

I feel sorta of bad that I posted alot of details about the guys I've dated, I don't want to delete the series however, I think I will modify some of the facts and just let it be..

I understand a little more about my experiences and why I needed to post them here, it was more for me and a way for me to remember the good about each one of them and a way for me to express my feelings.

Date One - was the first guy I've actually went on a real date with in 5 years.

Date Two - he was cute, we got along great and then it just didn't work out. I never got an explanation but its ok because in the end, I met a really great friend and would have never had that opportunity if I didn't go out with Date Two

Date Three - yes, I fell in love with him but it was because he made me feel sexy and he wanted to hangout with me and I hadn't felt that way in years. He gave me the self confidence to go out and find my dreams. He gave me way to express myself through writing here. I still and will always love him as a friend. I hope someday we can hang out and just be friends.

Date Four - filled a void after Date Three, honestly I can say I was horny and lonely, I guess you could say he was my rebound after date three which I needed and it was over before it started.

current dating situation..that's incredibly private. One thing, I got say, is that he is wonderful and cute. He read this blog and I completely trust him. I also think he read something here that concerned him about me or how I deal with relationships. I know I can be intense sometimes. I know that I can push away people if I'm hurt and I don't want to hurt him or push him away. I also think I found me again this past week, had time to think and realized that I'm happy with my life and whatever happens, happens for a reason.

7:42:05 AM    comment []  

Trials of Dating continued......

Date Five..definetly more than a buddy vibe, this one is chemistry but I think this one I keep to myself until I see where it leads.....

11:19:15 PM    comment []  

A friend of mine asked me a question one time that was so right on about dating...was it chemistry or did I get the buddy vibe?

1:46:41 PM    comment []  

Something I dreamed about last night..just a thought....a feeling, sexy magick....

Every new sensual sexual experience leads us closer to what we need and want from a partner.

I've missed feeling the arms of a lover upon waking in the morning, it was a nice to have that again if only the alarm hadn't woken us up. Dating is hit and miss, but the hits are worth the effort and the pleasure.

1:37:32 PM    comment []