I guess i choose between the two guys.....i've been seeing df for a few weeks now..i really really like him, i like the way he makes me feel...i guess I choose between the two guys flirting with me. I went out with mj and i could see us being great friends but nothing more which is probably a good thing since we work together. DF and I work together but he's not in the office full time and he's not an employee either. Something about him turns me on - actually I know what it is but i can't share that here..my mom reads this blog and so does my boss -  I've been thinking about getting a tattoo along my spine..i love the way df and de both kiss my back along my spine..just a little taste of what I like about him and what I liked about de.. maybe a rose vine along my back..something that ties in with the current tattoos..

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i was in a valentine's blue mood yesterday, i want to have the flowers and the romance of valentine's day and the last person I expected to hear from was DE wishing me a happy valentine's day..it was cute and adorable and everything i needed to hear to snap me out of my mood. I miss talking to him about everyday things and we cleared the air on some issues..it was great hearing from him again and maybe we'll get together soon and hang out..he made me smile again and pulled me out of my funk..thanks deepblue...

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and trying to decide who gets what computers and where they are going with him standing that close to me....honestly I didn't care who got what at that point and with everyone hounding me about the bottom line....who cares? (i didn't at that point)..something about that dark server room was appealing to me...although I think if he had kissed me, i wasn't going to get away that nothing is going on between us...

and the funny thing is that people at work thought I was tired on Monday because I had been with someone else at work the night before...i wasn't, haven't even heard from him in a week...sometimes I just don't sleep......

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