Sunday, December 07, 2008

pondering maybe I should just move my whole payperpost thing to my business blog, maybe that would make more sense, although I don't know that anyone actually reads that one..hmm pondering 3:36:48 PM   comment [] trackback []

Friday, November 11, 2005

ah, its out i tried to post this last night but it didn't work, so its a repost.....i have nothing to talk about..so lets try a random free writing data dump for the night because I probably have alot swimming around in my head and don't even know it. Baby Kitty and Turtle seemed to have misplaced a mouse, they have been guarding the laundry door now for three days, but wouldn't you if you saw the chance to get away, run under the nearest thing that the cats couldn't get to. I would. I went out on a date the other night and I told him I probably wouldn't blog about him but damn I blog, its life and here it goes..I had a good time but I didn't get that vibe. We kissed and he said that he'd invite me back to his place but I couldn't since I needed to go home and feed the cats. I mean really I just wanted to go home and feed the cats, no vibe there whatsoever. I told him to call Saturday but honestly I'm praying for 2 things: rain and him not to call because if it rains we can't go hiking. He was a nice guy but I just didn't feel it.  And I realized something else too, I don't particulary like skinny little guys. And then I think maybe i'm forever going to be alone, i swear by this point in my life you'd think i'd have met the right person that wants to be with me, WTF am i doing wrong anyways? I tried to hard, pushes them away. I do the opposite and let them do their own thing, nada. I just be me, nada. WTF? Ok, maybe that's not completely true. I was hit on by a very sexy man who happens to be one a client and two married, so maybe I am doing something right and in all honesty, I never had any idea about this guy except that he is hot. So I just need to find someone that likes me for me and can rock my world but where the hell is he? defintely not on match.com and not on nerve either for that matter. oh god, its out of my head, thank god. work..ah big subject, i think i might be burned out a little on accounting, yesterday i took the day off and did no work, actually i didn't do a whole lot yesterday except kinda of space out. It was so nice not to do anything. I think I need a vacation and to hire someone with a little more experience..so I checked out the average salary for an accounting clerk about 18/hour or 37K per year, that's not bad and its doable I think. I already pay my current employee 15/hr so if i get any more business and before my head explodes, I'm going to need to hire another body. working out..somehow that got pushed aside and I was doing really good on my diet and then bam, i wanted something gooey and fatting and good. so next week, back to the gym. You think i'd have some motivation, my trainer is sexy. my time management skills suck, i need to figure out how to get up earlier in the morning but for some reason right now at midnight, I'm wide awake, i get that second wind and I'm good to go til 3am which screws me up cuz i need 8 hours of sleep everynight and then a couple of hours to get going in the morning and then i'm not out the door before 1pm everyday. Actually i'm tired right now, so bed soon. so what else is rambling in my head - i've been avoiding doing this bank recs for 2 months now, i know i need to do them but its all i ever do anymore, bank recs one client, next client, next client and its a forver endless loop, yes I need a vacation and I wish i could wear sweats to work, don't you? Saturday, I'm off on a treasure hunt for the old Bryon Hot Springs Hotel, anyone know any history on that? I love history and oh yes, I won't be home if he calls, I'll be out and about and getting out of the house for a day away from work, yeah!! x 12:25:58 AM   comment [] trackback []

Friday, July 29, 2005

pink milk so I bought the new green tea frappucino at Starbucks the other day and one of my clients asked me what was I drinking "its the new greeen tea frappucino". He asked how it tasted and it reminded me of pink milk, so thats what I told him. He had this look on his face, like what the hell was I talking about and I said again, "it reminds me of pink milk."  Hours later, many many moons later, it dawned on me, he had no idea what pink milk was. He had never had pink milk. And the quizzical looks around the room when I said, "you know, pink milk," leads me to believe they others had never had pink milk. That look that reminds one of they are thinking I'm crazy. But seriously, it reminded me of pink milk not green tea. I was at a baby shower not so long ago for my sister and the topic some how came to how much my sister loves milk. And so, she turns to me and says, "you like milk too? right?" Oh, I love milk. I have at least 1-2 or more glasses per day. I almost prefer milk to soda these days and I always would rather have milk for dinner than anything else and that's what I told everyone. And again, that look of like you two are crazy, like maybe we were from another planet. As I was relaying the story to my mom, she said it was because those girls never had pink milk when they were little. I still love pink milk and one of my cats, miss princess ticklenose, loves pink milk. I wonder if my sister will give her kid pink milk and we can continue the tradition of pink milk. And those crazy looks, maybe someday I'll explain myself, when I say. "it reminds me of pink milk." 8:10:22 PM   comment [] trackback []

Monday, May 09, 2005

Ancient Guardians feathers of an ancient man softly falling like rain upon the soul our ancient guardians watch over us leading, guiding, holding our hands down the winding path of life helping us find our inner peace, our inner balance giddy, skipping stones, silently feeling our hearts with pleasure dancing with the tides swaying with the wind our ancient souls meet once upon a time in the wind, the water and the air we were one past lives merging like waterfalls pooling in the depths of our minds slowly through the forest of everyday life forgotten yet still there guiding showing us, shifting silently through our world, through our minds into everyday grace our ancient guardians watch over us Inspired by the new age pianst, Kevin Kerns' Ancient Guardians 12:48:08 AM   comment [] trackback []

Thursday, March 17, 2005

data dump 3-16-05 new business cards design - check. consulting agreement for new client  - check, I can't believe I forgot this the other day, I guess I didn't think she was going to hire my company or maybe I was just hoping she wouldn't. where does one find a copy of oneself? I wonder should I post an ad on craigslist or check the local colleges? any thoughts on this one? opened the bills - check. enter info into QB - working on it. coyote gulch design - yeah I have another design idea not posted yet but in progress, I like this one better. grumpy girl - didn't forget about you..send the heading. SYN client - so cool, he's postponed the migration another month or so, thank god. mouse is driving me nuts. is this blog boring? anyone still reading it? sleepy..so sleepy personal trainer - got mad at me today, I was so sick when I woke up, didn't make it to the gym today - I will go tommorrow and Friday and Sunday to make up for the missed days. I lost 8 lbs - yeah, only 2 more to go and I'll be under 200 and then only 40 more to go after that and I'll hit my goal weight!!! I need a date. I need a social life and I want playtime back in my life - oh yea, I started my own business, no time for that, but I still want it. Maybe I'll meet someone at the St. Patrick Event at Dogzilla tomorrow night - all you SF Bloggers, I know you're out there...come to the live music from 6-8 at Dogzilla..come on, everyone loves hot dogs..come on, you know you do must go work..before I sleep..   12:47:54 AM   comment [] trackback []

Wednesday, September 29, 2004

getting all the thoughts out of my head usually i relax in the shower, sort through my day, figure out solutions to my problems but tonight i'm still in that state of a millions things to do, running a business is hard work, I'm not particulary organized when I go to a client and sell myself which is probably not a good thing since i'm selling the idea that i can organize your books, your office, your projects, what i seriously need is a laptop so everything is there ready to go with examples and how things work but as I am once again very broke and maxed on all credit cards, the laptop needs to wait. I feel like i don't have anytime for myself anymore and what i truly need is a massage and some downtime to organized my thoughts...so free writing..getting everything out and maybe i'll sleep tonight..last night i dreamed i took care of something and woke up to find out, it was only a dream, here's what going through my head..any insights, feel free to comment money, money, will i have enough to pay the bills, addendum for malcolm, will he be ok with the rate per hour, i don't think its extremely high, should i post my rates on my site, what exactly am i doing for malcolm, need to finish an email and get the consulting agreement to 3rd client with some examples, can't find the damn examples, somewhere in my computer, my carpel tunnel is killing me, wearing the brace now at home, feels like a truck ran over my back, website design for dogzilla, dogzilla walking across the page with blurbs on the menu, need to work on the grumpy girl design..haven't forgotten about her, just busy, need to work on my shimmeringenergy designs, need to pull some jpegs of my site designs to show other I can design sites, need to print the 2nd draft of the proposal for MLA - wording change, need to proof it again, need to go to bed soon but want to talk to Ryan, Ryan leads to Jay, when they come out here I have people I know that I can now introduce to Jay, are they ever coming here, what about tony? is he straight? was he flirting with me today, is that why he forgot the meat sauce on the hotdog?, out of cigarettes, where are the geeks - i know someone knows how to hook a TV to a PC..s-video cable right?, my desk is disaster, i probably just defaulted on my student loan but really there is no money available for it yet, hopefully after the first of the year, what bill am I not paying so I can afford to buy food this week, tired of being dizzy cuz I'm not eating, i need a me day, need to finish my mom's birthday present, get pictures of those designs and get them up on my site and I thought running a business would get me more time, boy was I wrong, i just need to get organized, get things flowing smoothly..ok i can do this, this is what I'm selling I can do, just need to do it for myself 10:49:31 PM   comment [] trackback []

Monday, August 16, 2004

bubblegum pink bubblegum pink drops in the moonlight shadows on a midnight caress dancing, playing, dreaming desires updating themes playing with ideas seeking, searching sleepy 11:23:01 PM   comment [] trackback []

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