Just getting in and it has been a long night. It seems like when you are trying to do your best, the Lord Jesus allows all kinds of things to happen to purify your intention. Overall what I was able to recognize was my downright weakness before what I call controversial spirits. Little harassments but constant in their upsetting me. The one thing that keesp you going is the next duty, and just keeping the right attitude, doing it all for the Lord. After all, does any other thing matter? No one can see your intention nor can see how clos eyou are to the Lord, but God sees all these things and that is what matters. It is very difficult to not judge the motivations and intentiosn of others and try to keep your own pure.

I think at the heart of Gospel spirituality is this purity of heart and keeping it pure befreo the Lord. Little annoyances and anxieties and worries seem to keep coming back with forcefulness.

Maybe it will get better and the Lord Jesus will strengthn me in another day.

IP CRL